Tuesday, September 20, 2005 @10:31 PM
My Life today....sigh...just mixed feelings of
upset,
depression,
sadness,
confusion
lost...
and a touch of jealousy
....sigh....
Nana...i guess what you wrote in your blog is true...
somehow i just feel that we're just.....
unwanted...
unnoticed.....
uninvited....
forgotten....
rejected
in our lives.
hmm... well it's "her" birthday today...
Hope she had fun celebrating with the rest...
with our classmates
except...me...
sigh...
Even Colin got to celebrate her birthday today....
without....me...
I cant expect anything, can i?
Somehow i felt that, to them...
i'm always an outsider..
just because i'm an "online" student
therefore i'm useless
and i dun deserve to be in their cliques
or maybe because i'm just one proud and stuck up person.
and they dislike me
hmm... i wonder if what i've said is true...
Well i guess that's how life goes..
i just have to accept that fact
i'll just live in my own world..
feeling rejected, unwanted...etc...
life has to go on...
no matter what...
To "her"....
Happy 19th Birthday...hope you enjoy your day with everybody you spent with.
Hope all your wishes come through
Hope you'll always be happy with him....
Take care....
Goodbye...
Goodnight people....